
Awaiting their turn to audition, junior Jenny Dudash and senior Michael Gray both hope to earn one of the leading roles in this year's spring musical. Dudash hopes to play Belle while Gray wishes to play Gaston. Photo by: Pauline Dagaas
While preparing for their auditions does help ease the nerves, some have found that they are still slightly nervous. After all, having to perform a solo in front of a group of people on stage can be intimidating, even to the most experienced of PHS actors. Senior Kelsey Shaffer, who has been casted as a lead several times in PHS’ previous productions, has endured moments of stage fright herself. Reflecting on a past experience in which she was required to sing, Shaffer says, “I auditioned last year and I got really scared and panicked during my tryout.” Several believe that what makes an audition so terrifying is the possibility of making a mistake in front of their peers. This is what worries Gorka the most. “The only thing I’m worried about is messing something up,” she says. Though times like these are daunting, they have helped students gain confidence and become stronger performers. Houser says, “[Auditions] show me that I can do whatever I want by facing my fears.”
Everyone encounters stage fright at one point or another, but there are a few exceptions. England, for instance, does not seem to be overwhelmed one bit, even though he learned his song the day of his audition. “I feel very confident that I will do very well,” he says. Yet he is not the only one who feels this way. As singing is a hobby of hers, Hilliard is looking forward to her tryout as well. “I love to sing in front of people. It doesn’t make me nervous it makes me excited!” she claims. Others, such as Pickell, do not feel anything towards the tryout. He states, “I feel nothing. I shall be one with the stage and with the audience.”
With many students auditioning, there will be much competition for each of the speaking roles. Even though some may not get the part they desire, students believe there are still benefits to trying out. A few feel that the advantage is simply gaining more experience. “It will help with auditions I could do in the future,” Hilliard says. In addition to experience, England feels that it will help him to grow as a performer and develop a stronger work ethic. “It makes me feel like I need to get better and try out in more auditions,” he says. For Shaffer, simply building up the courage to sing in front of her peers is an accomplishment itself. “I’ve never really had the guts to sing by myself in public, so when I audition, that in itself will be a victory,” she says.
Singing, competition, excitement, and nerves are all parts of the auditioning experience for this year’s spring musical. No matter what the results are, these students are more than happy they tried out and will discover the results this Friday.